| | Either February 18th or 19th, there will be a huge party thrown for my birthday here in Chicago, and YOU are Invited!! When and where this party will take place has not yet been obtained. When more information is obtained, you will be notified! if you are not from the city and are not able to make it......A BUNCH of us will be going to Canada February 25th for my REAL birthday and you are invited to that event as well! | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment   |
| New Years Resolution
-Don't be obsessive (that doesnt mean i will stop loving Beyonce as much as i do)
-Get back on my lifting routine
-"Get Laid!!"
-Make sure that every day i realize all the blessings i have and try to touch at least one other human soul (positively) each day! | | comments: Leave a comment |
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Dolce & Gabbana. You just ooze sexuality and sin.
You like to be the controlling one in a
relationship, however it's even better if he
controls you as well. A rocker-chick, your
style is very harcore. You live to party and
try to get in as much trouble as possible in
the process.
Which fashion designer are you?
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| | Current Music: | Because you loved me - Celine Dion | | Time: | 08:08 am | | Current Mood: | accomplished |
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This is my New obsession!! i cant believe how georgeous this man is!!
I love my mom sooo much i cant believe what wonderful mother i have!
So im soo pumped to come home for break as much as i am loving this city i could really use a break to see everyone spend time with all my Michigandars Woot Woot!!
School and finals are going a lot better than i thought they would so thats a good thing and that is of course with the help of.............
-Adam and his planning skills that are now allowing me to organize my days it has really help friend!!
-My mother and her encouraging words
-Sare and Becca who are my study buddies
Well im still crushing but im ok with it........................i have realized I LOVE THE CHASE!!!
but besides all that things are going magnificent. Prayer Works guys trust me if your feeling bad lemme know you are all always in my prayers but if there is something specific you are having troubles with let me know cause i want you all to be happy! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| (x) - you've done
( ) - you haven't done
(?) - maybe...
(x) been drunk
(x) been high
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
( ) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
( ) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) stole something from my job
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) had sex
(x) given or recieved oral sex
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Africa
(x) had a crush on one of my LiveJournal friends
(x) Slapped someone I loved
( ) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(x) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been moshing at a concert (I don't like it)
( ) Had real feelings for someone you knew only online lol
(x) Taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself
( ) Been in an abusive relationship
( ) Lost a child
(x) Gone to college
( ) Graduated college
( ) Done hard drugs
( ) Tried killing yourself
(x) Taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) been out of state
(x) told your parents you hated them
(x) faked being drunk
( ) dropped out of school
(?) crowd surfed
(x) met someone famous
(x) told a member of the same sex you had a crush on them
(x) lied to get out of trouble
(x) lied about your age
(x) thrown up from drinking
(x) smoked marijuana
( ) visited the World Trade Center before 9/11 | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Cinderella - A Dream is a Wish Your Heart Makes | | Time: | 11:12 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/shock.gif) scared |
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| last nights party..........well fun and disapointing
lets date back a bit....
the first time i hung out with this crush
he told me - i REALLY want a relationship!
i told him - well im not looking for one but if someone worth while comes along i will take a stab at it
so anyways to make a long story short.....last night at a party he tells me he just wants to mess around with me (first time that has ever happened to me, and it was very disapointing because i thought he might be worth something but i guess not)
i am patient and i can wait but still i was a lil disapointed and besides 4 other people made out with me last night, although one of them was a girlfriend but that was still ok.
TONIGHT!! totally made me feel much better!
Adam and I went to see On the Record http://disney.go.com/disneytheatrical/ontherecord/
it was an AMAZING SHOW! (can't wait for the cd to come out in March)
and i just found out im going to see it for my birthday in detroit with my dad
and then in march with Seibel in St. Louis
its going to be great!
Miss you all can't wait to see you over break!! | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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You Are Mashed Potato Soda |
Like sucking on a stick of butter...
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You Are Not Scary |
Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet? |
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| | I Love you and its soo hard to be helpless about it | | comments: Leave a comment |
| WOW thats all i have to say.
Adam and I have just watched (and balled our eyes out threw) the dvd slideshow he made.
I want to go back, i want to go back to the good times. i want more than the memories! and that is a lot to ask for. i dont know how we all got to where we are and i would get a headache just trying to figure it out, but i know that i love you all sooo very much and i never want to lose a single one of you!
What an amazing journey you have all taken me on and im sooo very happy, because you were all shaped and made for many wonderful purposes. I am so very lucky to have been one of the purposes. I hope you all know how much you have all touched me and how much i have grown from knowing you! im always here and i would do ANYTHING for ANY OF YOU. Don't ever be afraid to ask.
I know that a few of us have grown apart. either from moving away. or the fact of parting from labels'. which is understandable. I also realize that sometimes friends arent forever and you cant denie that. but my only wish in life is to be able to have the connection we all once had.
This all became clear to me when moving to schocol. I always believed that the divorce in my family was a good thing. but moving out here made me want my family to be ONE again and not seperated. i want that love i need that love. dont get me wrong i love my family very very much. and you, my friends, are a part of my family, a part of ME.
Don't ever let anything destroy your love for your friends
Don't ever critisize your friends, because they need you during that time more than ever
Don't ever abandon your friends, because they truley love you deep deep down
I know i may be bias right now because i want everyone together, but its not too much to ask for
why do we let ourselves hate? or even question something so beautiful as the goodtimes and love that we all have shared its all still there we are just hiding it at the moment.
Let's find it and enjoy life while we have it in our grasp!
i love you all and don't be offeneded by anything i say just look deep into it and grow! | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Destinys Child - Girl | | Time: | 10:25 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/smile.gif) happy |
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| 23rd Go Home and then to Kentucky for Thanksgiving!
16th Go Home for CHRISTMAS!!
(hopfully work with ron at 12 Oaks A&F) | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Destiny's Child - Free | | Time: | 12:26 pm | | Current Mood: | full |
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| So yesterday was a pretty good day
-status has progressed on the roomate issue
-GOT MY NEW CREDIT CARD!
-7 more days till i go home and then off to Kentuck!
........and the number one reason
DESTINY FULFILLED
finally after waiting 1 year and a 1/2 years it's REALEASED
and its soooooo good!
School is not going Great but not bad that needs to improve
Work is amazing i love everyone i work with they are sooo much fun
Relationships? well those are the usual and right now im ok with being single im having fun with friends and im satisfied.
Ain't no feeling like being Free!
when your minds made up
and your hearts in the right place yea
When you've done all you could
Im like an eagle set free
and finally i'm looking out for me
Ain't no feeling like being free! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Usher - Caught Up | | Subject: | Fun ass weekend | | Time: | 02:57 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/sad.gif) sore |
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| Betzold, Eric, Don, Jason, Jeremy, Lorel, Lilly, AND (suprise)JIMMY all came to chicago this weekend to look for adams new place and to of course visit me!
so we found Adam a great place for a great deal. Gill the male who helped us also waved every start up fee for adam and was a great help. Gill also gave us tips on where the gay life is in chicago cause i really dont know the gay comunity very well yet. but im excited for adam to come out here cause that just gives the rest of you bitches another reason to come here and party with us!
I got a call from my mother too. she is finally getting out of her job that she absolutley cant stand and has been very very strong surviving through it. so she is getting into three new things! she is going to school! selling arbon on the side and she is going to be a FLIGHT ATTENDANT so now when she gets flights to chicago we can spend time together! and i get free flights as well!
so back to everyone coming to visit this weekend..........
well we pregamed at Micheal's place and i had 12 beers there, i wasnt drunk but i definatly was buzzed. around 11 we all headed for barcelona's when we got there we started drinking margarita's OUT OF PITCHERS lol how funny is that! so we went through 21 pitchers out of all of us which i prolly have a total of 15 margarita's. i also had 4 shots of tequila. saying that i was pretty messed up and it was just crazy. I also saw some friends from work one which i am very attracted to!(by the way this was a str8 bar)and so i was totally smashed at this point so i just went up to him (Brandon the one i work with) and i asked him if he was gay haha. the sucky part is that i dont remember what he said!!!!! AHHHHHH! doesnt that suck.
Another funny story about last night, Jimmy and Jason were helping me out in the bathroom and some guy comes in and was all like "Are you guys gay?" and i turned around and go "YES!" lol i dont remember that momen in the bathroom but i was told today that it happened.
After we left the bar i puked everywhere and was told that i stumbled but a million cops lol which is hilarious i think. the rest of the night i was stumbling everywhere and i fell on a rock (i was told) and today my leg is killing me. And now i have the first hangover EVER!! and its sooooo horrible. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | i love it | | Time: | 03:12 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/energetic.gif) energetic |
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| alls i have to say is
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
I CANT MOTHER FREAKIN BELIEVE IT!!!!! HAHAHAH ITS CUTE | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Queen - I Want To Be Free | | Subject: | Under Construction | | Time: | 12:11 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/wink.gif) weird |
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| Things im going to try to improve on............
-cut back on drinking (which is already going well)
-not smoke pot (cause its just not me and i could tell when i did it)
-focus mainly on school
-secondly on work (not soo much as on school though)
-and lastly on relationships (for some reason i just have major problems with that)
and the last thing
-never foget who means the most to me (God, Family, and Friends)who without, i would definatly not be where i am today. (i know i always say that stuff in my entries but it feels good to know i have you all) | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | crazy shit | | Time: | 11:36 pm | | Current Mood: | lonely |
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| I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
its soo frustrating!
im definatly making a trip home as soon as possible
i hate not having anyone here to just hug sincerly! | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 11:12 pm | | Current Mood: | lonely |
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| | life is one crazy ride.......... its a good thing i enjoy thrill rides! lol | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | any angry song will do | | Time: | 11:02 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/angry.gif) pissed off |
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| The only good thing that happened today!
My brother acctually came to me to talk about some problems he was having with his girlfriend. i was very surprised and very touched.
At work
well i went to work at 1 and everything was going really well...everyone was haveing a good time and i didnt have to close and i got some information on modeling.........saying that, i was very happy........but............while i was being happy stupid fucking customers were ripping the store apart. (crombie workers can empathize). so anyways i ended up telling them i could stay an hour after and help close. keep in mind that i am supposed to be out of there at 6. so 7 rolls around and im still working and at 6 two other girls came in to help me and at 7 they bailed leaving me with a mound of go backs and shit they somehow forgot to finish. i was at this point...........pissed. so then we are all called in a meeting and were told that we cant leave till our rooms are done. well i dont understand why every other room has 3 people working in it and mine only has ME! so now i am ROYALLY PISSED OFF. 10:30 rolls around and i am finally let out the door.
oh one more thing my check was shit too.
i was very upset. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Faith Hill - Where Are You Christmas | | Subject: | AHH | | Time: | 11:32 pm | | Current Mood: | depressed |
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| AHH
went to IKEA yesterday and got some really cool new stuff for my bathroom for really cheap i love that store.
then i came home and worked out and that made me feel really really good. but the rest of the day sucked.
i hate depressing days!
IM SOOOOO BORED!!!!
I need a 21 id so if anyone can help me out it would be very much appreciated
Happy Birthday Brent! 19 FUCK YEAH lol | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Im glad everyone is saying "creepy" more b/c its really a great word and it makes me smile! | | comments: Leave a comment |
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